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Sunday, May 26, 2013 || 7:06 PM
hmmmm suddenly wondering how life would be if i never existed
my room would be occupied by someone else (would my parents've had another kid if I were never born and my brother was the oldest?how different would my room look like if it owned to this phantom sibling?what would s/he look like?)
my place in hwa chong would've been given to someone else who's now in some other jc, not knowing that s/he could've been in hwach if i didn't exist (same goes for sc/da qiao)
someone else would be helping out in feiyue on mondays and have the pleasure of knowing these lovely lovely kids and ig 5ers
someone else would've been part of ulp 2011, ndp 2010, fac 2010/11, fdc 2010/12, would've been vice-chair of scrcy, sec 1 fa teacher, and had all the amazing experiences that came with the fact that i and not someone else got into red cross
wonder how different my friends' lives would be?
haha i don't know all these are pretty recent events and i could go on until i reach the day i was born but bleh too tiring >< anyway yeah heh it's pretty interesting to think about what might/could have been but isn't, how people's lives have been changed even in the smallest ways by the very fact that you ~exist~
sooo
hi friends
i'm really really really glad you exist :))) <3