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So many people've been feeling so down recently! :( Sigh I guess I can emphatize, there are just some days when there're just so many things to do and so little time, or days when you just start wondering what on earth all of us are doing spending a large majority of what are supposed to be the best years of our lives working late into the night and mugging our asses off for tests which we probably won't give a shit about in a couple of months or years. And little by little these days come more and more frequently, to the extent that I'm scared there'll come a day when I'll see it as routine, and start going through my days in a robotlike, unfeeling state which just really really shouldn't be the way to live! :( But then again I suppose this could be a form of defense mechanism that people adopt to protect themselves against the emotions that they know will hurt them if they let themselves feel it...Still, I really wish there was a way I can deal with all the stress that's starting to pile in (...the thought that it's just the beginning makes me wanna DDD':) without turning into this emo workaholic robot T.T Haha I guess it'll come with time!!

Anyway sorry if that ranty paragraph made anyone feel sad D: Haha contrary to what that bit on top may suggest I'm not feeling down now, today's been one of the lovely days when okay I still feel tired at the end of the day, but somehow still feel so happy cos I'm reminded of all the amazing people I have around me and how much more there is to look forward to in the future ^^ Maybe it's just cos of my hormones and I'm just high now lol but really wish I could bottle all the happy thoughts/feelings I had over the course of today and drink it in whenever I feel myself starting to sink into the kind of dark depressed mood that so many are starting to get into more and more often D: Sigh man miss the days when we were just kids and the stuff that made us unhappy were so ridiculous ><

Haha alrightieee SMILE EVERYONE!!!!!!! :)))))) Think happy thoughts and listen to happy music and eat happy food and stay happy okay ^^ And please remember that if anyone needs a listening ear or someone to talk to, I'll always be here!! :))))