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Ahhhhh yay the end of another hectic week!!!! :)))) Sigh been having a seriously bad case of eyebags this entire week oh man >< And I can't really catch up on sleep that much this weekend cos of Chem and JTS.... D:

Just finished editing the second draft of the IU conference proposal phew ^^ Gahhh these coming two to three weeks are gonna be crazy, have to finalise the IU proposal, do up the OCIP booklet/shirt and study for 3 tests/quizzes per week, among other things >< But I guess everyone's either as busy as or even busier than me so I'll just suck it up, do my best for everything and hope it'll be good enough!!

Sigh Yiruma's pieces really are the loveliest ccc: Nothing like floating off to a nap with soothing music playing in the background~ ^^

the days when you're so tired the only thing you can do is think about how tired you are

feel like just flopping over and staying in my bed forever

Things on my mind at 12.17 am on a Friday night:

1) Why the hell am I not cuddling with my bolster yet
2) Tumblr is really too flippin addictive dammit
3) Wonder what I've missed on Twitter since I last checked it 5 minutes ago
4) I want to eat chocolate but I've brushed my teeth
5) Look at that pile of notes just from the first three months of JC eep
6) I really should finish reading Plain Truth before it's overdue
7) Speaking of reading I should go and read that stack of unread Time magazines too
8) Dammit whatsapp
9) .......oh man I shouldn't have said that ahhh I suck this is why people shouldn't talk to me late at night
10) Remind me why I'm blogging my thoughts out again?
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11) W I I T O O O Y M ><

So many people've been feeling so down recently! :( Sigh I guess I can emphatize, there are just some days when there're just so many things to do and so little time, or days when you just start wondering what on earth all of us are doing spending a large majority of what are supposed to be the best years of our lives working late into the night and mugging our asses off for tests which we probably won't give a shit about in a couple of months or years. And little by little these days come more and more frequently, to the extent that I'm scared there'll come a day when I'll see it as routine, and start going through my days in a robotlike, unfeeling state which just really really shouldn't be the way to live! :( But then again I suppose this could be a form of defense mechanism that people adopt to protect themselves against the emotions that they know will hurt them if they let themselves feel it...Still, I really wish there was a way I can deal with all the stress that's starting to pile in (...the thought that it's just the beginning makes me wanna DDD':) without turning into this emo workaholic robot T.T Haha I guess it'll come with time!!

Anyway sorry if that ranty paragraph made anyone feel sad D: Haha contrary to what that bit on top may suggest I'm not feeling down now, today's been one of the lovely days when okay I still feel tired at the end of the day, but somehow still feel so happy cos I'm reminded of all the amazing people I have around me and how much more there is to look forward to in the future ^^ Maybe it's just cos of my hormones and I'm just high now lol but really wish I could bottle all the happy thoughts/feelings I had over the course of today and drink it in whenever I feel myself starting to sink into the kind of dark depressed mood that so many are starting to get into more and more often D: Sigh man miss the days when we were just kids and the stuff that made us unhappy were so ridiculous ><

Haha alrightieee SMILE EVERYONE!!!!!!! :)))))) Think happy thoughts and listen to happy music and eat happy food and stay happy okay ^^ And please remember that if anyone needs a listening ear or someone to talk to, I'll always be here!! :))))

It's Fridayyyy!!!!! :DDDD Ahh the past week passed by so slowly but at least it wasn't as bad as I expected it to be hehe :)
Sigh this sucks throughout this week I've actually been thinking of quite a lot of things and I wanted to blog but.......no time :'( And now that I (kind of) have time I can't remember the stuff I wanted to blog about -___- Haha never mind maybe some other time :P (wow this is a really really pointless post I'm sorry if you actually made it to this point)
Anywayyy pretty intense two months ahead with planning for IU week and farewell plus OCIP!!Oh man hope I'll be able to cope with everything! ><


Sigh this song is so depressing but so nice at the same time :'))))

Sigh school's getting a lot more hectic now, feels like the end of a busy week just marks the start of an even busier week :( Kind of hoping that everything'll just slowly become routine and I won't feel so pressured all the time D:


Impossibly cheesy but still cute song hehe ^o^  Music's always a lovely way to destress :))) Especially listening to old favourites haha omg all the memories :'DDD