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Friday, March 8, 2013 || 7:40 PM
Had a pretty good week! :)) Especially enjoyed spending time discussing the workshops and having dinner with IG mates on Wednesday, watching Dramafeste on Thursday (was so proud of my bbg Rachel omg <3333333 /throws 10 million hearts/ :DDD) and going back to SC today! :D Haha it felt kind of bittersweet going back this time though, seeing everyone in all their different school uniforms and talking about all their different experiences, I don't know it just kind of sunk in for me that that's it, you know? All our times as SC girls, being classmates, schoolmates, having lessons with our lovely teachers, eating awesome food at the canteen, mugging together, getting disturbingly high together...we're done with them, and all we have left is memories. But then again I guess I should be thankful that I got lucky enough to have gotten four years' worth of (mostly) amazing recollections from SC, so :)) Although it doesn't change the fact that it saddens me that things will never be the same again ._. Haha I realize I'm a bit slow in coming to this realization but oh well, life goes on :) I'll still be an SC girl at heart forever, I bleed sky blue! >:D
Realize that I've been getting heavy thoughts a lot more often since this year, haha they're not necessarily depressing, just that I've been thinking a lot more about stuff that I usually ignore or take for granted! I guess some of these new insights are interesting, but sometimes I kind of wish I could just be as carefree as one of those kids I saw at the Macs playground just now! Everything's so much simpler when you're younger >< Guess that's part and parcel of growing up: you realize that nothing in the world is black or white, just shades of grey...
Sigh I've had something on my mind for a pretty long time now .___. Been trying to make myself stop thinking about it cos I don't think it's gonna turn out to be worth this amount of brain cells and mixed feelings, but that's a looooot harder than it looks :/ Guess I just need more time!
Phew okay feel a lot better after blogging all that out :))) Time to mug for Bio again....... T.T Haha oh yeah hope Interact orientation tomorrow's gonna be fun!! :D
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