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Tuesday, January 10, 2012 || 6:12 PM
EXTREMELY RANTY POST COMING UP please do not read if you have no time to waste!!! :P
Aish I still can't believe that I'm a sec four kid :/ I don't feel very adultish or mature like how I used to think of the previous batches of sec 4s!!!! :( Oh well!!!Hopefully the maturity will set in soon>:)
Got Chinese O's results back yesterday, and I was pretty shocked at what I got (in a good way)! xD But the weird thing was that I wasn't really happy, I mean of course I was happy, but it was more like 80% relief and 15% happiness and 5% guilt when I saw others who didn't do as well as they wanted (I'm sorry only 5% is dedicated to them I'm a horrible person :( ) but yeah anyway I was more relieved than happy!Which was weird.Or maybe not so weird, since it's pretty much an unwritten/unsaid expectation that HCL kids (especially from my class) must get A1 for chinese O's. :/// Or maybe I'm just being my usual annoying overthinking self, and I should stop thinking so much before I think myself into madness. >:(
Sec 4's been not bad so far I think :) I expected it to be worse, but I suppose that part's going to come by next month or March! :/ Sigh and my parents are lugging my family off to Indonesia from Friday to Wednesday during the CNY break, how to study I ask you!??!?!?! >:(( You can bet that the teachers will lump us with homework until we nearly suffocate under the weight of it too >:( It's so weird man, most parents are the ones worried that their kids are not taking their sec 4 years seriously enough and here I am nerding away and thinking that my parents are not taking the importance of this year for me seriously enough :/ And the worst thing is they don't want me to study so much and still expect me to get good results, and seem to be under the illusion that I'm smart even if I don't study.Which is not true, I'll collapse under the weight of my F9s if I don't mug :/ ...meh I feel so guilty everytime after ranting about my parents, they've done so much for me and yet I'm still complaining like the bad kid I am :/ But I guess that's just human nature, we'll never be pleased with what we already have!!But I am thankful for what I do have :) Wait why am I talking about this okay if anyone is still reading (I salute you for putting up with my crap if you are!) bye!!! :)