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Argh. So much to let out, but where in the whole wide world can I be assured of secrecy and be completely away from prying eyes? Who can I trust? Who can't I trust? The world is full of lies and deceit, how can one be perfectly sure that whatever one says won't backfire on them? That the supposed friend one trusted so much and made one believe that they don't judge, they won't judge, will turn around and do the exact opposite of what they said they would do? Humans are judgmental by nature, after all, and no matter what anybody says I don't believe in the existence of people in this world who are truly, completely free of judgement or stereotypes. Sure, there may be people who claim that they are, but being humans, I am sure that when they see someone they immediately form an impression of them. Is that not why first impressions are of such utmost importance nowadays, why people spend thousands of dollars purchasing things that will give them a better image? I am not saying that we should judge and stereotype, but that these are inevitable since they are part of human nature! So, how can you be sure of who you can and cannot trust? How can you believe anybody says anymore? How can you know if everybody around you is not putting on a mask in front of you, or worse, simply tolerating you and your presence? Maybe I'm overthinking everything (my greatest folly!) and I'm making a fool out of myself, but what else can I do?