live, love, laugh. (:
Thursday, June 30, 2011 || 9:26 PM
Day 2 - Your crush
Hello Nonexistent One! (: I hope when I meet you sometime in the future you'll like me back! :D Till then,au revoir!
i wake up to your sunset
Wednesday, June 29, 2011 || 8:50 PM
Day 1 - Your best friend
Hello! :D It's been so very long,I don't even know if you still consider me your best friend anymore.Well, even if you don't, I always will!You were truly, honestly the best friend I have ever had, with your stunningly good heart, your kindness and your willingness to laugh crazily with me about everything and nothing! xD It really sucks that I moved and we can talk for only about once a month now :( Nevertheless,I will never stop regarding you as my best friend,we've spent too many good times together! :D Best friends forever,yes? (:
Love, me!
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School today was meh. :( Argh and I need to learn how to stay awake in lectures!!! :(
First RC meeting as NCOs tomorrow.Nerve-wrecking,much? (idek why :P)
You say good morning when it's midnight
Going out of my head alone in this bed
I wake up to your sunset, it's drivin' me mad
I miss you so bad and my heart, heart, heart is so jetlagged
-Jet Lag, Simple Plan
My latest song obsession!!!! :D It's very very very nice! (:
blow the candles out
Monday, June 27, 2011 || 8:22 PM
Thought this'd be interesting to do! ;) Taken from Alyssa's blog (:
Day 1- Your best friend.
Day 2 - Your crush.
Day 3 - Your parents.
Day 4 - Your sibling.
Day 5 - Your dreams.
Day 6 - A stranger.
Day 7 - Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush.
Day 8 - Your favourite internet friend.
Day 9 - Someone you wish you could meet.
Day 10 - Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to.
Day 11 - A deceased person you wish you could talk to.
Day 12 - The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Day 13 - Someone you wish could forgive you.
Day 14 - Someone you've drifted away from.
Day 15 - The person you miss the most.
Day 16 - Someone that's not in your state/country.
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood.
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be.
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind, good or bad.
Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest.
Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression.
Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance to.
Day 23 - The last person you kissed.
Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory.
Day 25 - Somebody that is going through the worst of times.
Day 26 - The last person you made a pinky promise to.
Day 27 - The friendliest person you knew for only one day.
Day 28 - Someone that changed your life.
Day 29 - Somebody you want tell everything to, but too afraid to.
Day 30 - Your reflection in the mirror.
save me from tears
|| 4:42 PM
Haha I'm going back into my Warbler fanaticism!!!!!!! :D I feel quadruply sad whenever Somewhere Only We Know starts playing though :( I would've been so excited to hear the song being played/sung during POC if I weren't already so sad and sobbing my eyes out! :'( Okay I sense the heaviness creeping its way back,I'll stop now!!!!!
FDC training tomorrow.Hope all goes well (:
keep calm and first do no harm!
Saturday, June 25, 2011 || 8:53 PM
June Camp this year was really really awesome, as is expected from all SCRCY events!!!!! ;) Haha even the bad parts were good,if that makes sense!I reckon it's something to do with our familial bond that makes even the most horrible parts so very good! :) :) :)
So yes,I'm an NCO now.It's an odd feeling,but I'll get used to it.POC was really hard and I cried so badly yesterday I woke up with triple eyelids this morning,but I'll get used to it (I hope).I'm nervous and apprehensive and excited and scared,but I'll get used to it.I'll get used to this.
One more year.And I'm going to damn well make sure I make the most out of it!
SCRCY -- to live by honour,to serve with pride!
with the smile on your face and the hair in your eyes
Monday, June 20, 2011 || 11:05 PM
Today was...interesting! xD Had PW with Kimberly and Karis from 10 am to 7 pm!
(Omg omg digression: I just realized that in both my PW group and the 3 of us from SCRCY who went for ULP,I'm the odd one out in the sense that the other two people have names that start with the same letter!!!Nicole/Nicolette, and Karis/Kimberly!!!!!!! xD HAHAHAHA okay never mind that was really lame... -_- Digression over!)
PW was actually pretty fun! :) We spent a large portion of the time slacking around in my room though haha!Oh yeah something pretty cool happened in the morning when Kimberly and I were walking back to AMK MRT from Macs to pick Karis up!We were laughing about some weird thing and an elderly man who was standing at the top of the stairs we were climbing up suddenly said "So cute!" while looking at the two of us.We were too shocked to do anything but smile at him then after we passed him he said "Good morning!" to us with a really big smile on his face xD Haha it was quite amusing!I want to be as happy and cheerful as him when I'm his age!! :)
Spent the rest of the night packing for June Camp and labelling and stuff (: I shall work on Ex Neutrality now before the weird highness that always comes after midnight sets in and I can't do any work -_- Haha bye!
Source: Tumblr
(Ahhhhh Starkid/Blaine mash-up!!!!!)
this one's for you and me
Sunday, June 19, 2011 || 10:42 PM
5 days' time.Argh.I need to stop overthinking things.Lord, please guide me through these insecurities and worries :(
This one's for you and me
Living out our dreams
We're all right where we should be
Lift my arms out wide
I open my eyes
And now all I wanna see
Is a sky full of lighters, a sky full of lighters.
-Lighters, Eminem ft Bruno Mars
i keep my distance, but you still catch my eye
Saturday, June 18, 2011 || 10:40 PM
I've been falling into various degrees of weird and contemplative moods very often lately. o.O Can't be because I have nothing else to do other than thinking, since goodness knows I've got quite a fair bit on my plate!! :/ Hmmmmm.Never mind.I shall listen to more Glee music to distract me from my current worries :D
Last Christmas, I gave you my heart,
and the very next day, you gave it away.
This year, to save me from tears,
I'll give it to someone special.
-Last Christmas, Savage Garden
Best Christmas-related love song ever!! (: I got so excited when I heard it during ULP campfire xD
yesterday you told me 'bout the blue, blue sky
Friday, June 17, 2011 || 10:26 PM
I'm in love with majestic big old trees, effervescent full moons, sprinkled stars in the tranquil dark sky, and psychedelic sunsets with fluffy pink and orange and yellow and blue clouds.I can honestly say that I will gladly embrace a chance to just lie down quietly in a field for a few hours and just watch the world go by, watch the way the light of the sun casts shadows of gargantuan weathered trees, watch the clouds drift serenely as the light wind blows, watch as the moon takes over the night sky, watch as the scattered stars begin to adorn the blanket of darkness.
Tonight, I spent 30 minutes walking home from tuition when it usually takes just 10 minutes, just staring at the full moon and all the trees with their magnificent branches and trunks!30 minutes very well spent, I think. ;)
(haha for the record, I tripped 8 times!)
I'm sitting here in the boring room
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon tree
It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon
I'm wasting my time
I got nothing to do
I'm hanging around
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I'm driving around in my car
I'm driving too fast
I'm driving too far
I'd like to change my point of view
I feel so lonely
I'm waiting for you
But nothing ever happens and I wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm sitting here
I miss the power
I'd like to go out taking a shower
But there's a heavy cloud inside my head
I feel so tired
Put myself into bed
Well, nothing ever happens and I wonder
Isolation is not good for me
Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree
I'm steppin' around in the desert of joy
Baby anyhow I'll get another toy
And everything will happen and you wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree
I'm turning my head up and down
I'm turning turning turning turning turning around
And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree
And I wonder, wonder
I wonder how
I wonder why
Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky
And all that I can see, and all that I can see, and all that I can see
Is just a yellow lemon tree
-Lemon Tree, Fool's Garden
Thursday, June 16, 2011 || 6:01 PM
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and frozen lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harness bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound's the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep.
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
- Stopping by the Woods on a Snowy Evening, Robert Frost
california girls we're unforgettable!
Monday, June 13, 2011 || 6:35 PM
ULP camp was...stressful/tiring/strenuous/enlightening/educational/crazy (in both good and bad ways!)/fun/encouraging/paradigm-shift-inducing/inspiring/just plain fricking AWESOME!!!!! :D
Haha seriously though,despite all the fatigue and hardship,I had a good time during ULP camp!I shall save all my emo thoughts and posts until after the whole ULP is over ;)
On another note,I think the view from the parade square of the campsite is really really really pretty especially in the morning/in the late afternoon!And I simply love the big tall tree closest to the parade square,it's beautiful!!! (:
I'm feeling rather odd.How did 4 days pass so slowly and yet so quickly at the same time?Haha ULP camp withdrawal symptoms!I've reached up to my shirt collar to play with my non-existent lanyard about 5 times since I came back home xD
Ok I think my thoughts are a bit jumbled up and incoherent now so I shall settle down for a 100000-hour sleep,bye!
Tuesday, June 7, 2011 || 5:14 PM
Fairytales.
Stories where good always triumphs over evil,stories with happily ever afters,stories which give children hopes and dreams and visions for their future--be it finding their own Prince Charming and living in a castle someday,or saving a damsel in distress and being knights in shining armour who save the day.
I've heard it said that some in the world are disapproving of exposing children to fairytales,due to the fact that these stories supposedly show them an unrealistic facade of the outside world,and planting unrealistic hopes and dreams in their minds.But underneath these beliefs are innocence, imagination, hope, optimism, joy!Qualities that will soon diminish, and for some, eventually disappear, as they grow up!Why would you want to deprive them of this period of time when they can believe that good always does triumph over evil,when happily ever afters do exist,when they can have a shining hope for their futures and believe that their dreams will come true?
Monday, June 6, 2011 || 5:04 PM
DANCE.
Oh dear.
|| 10:45 AM
"What is a word made up of 4 letters, yet is also made up of three. Although is written with 8 letters, and then with 4. Rarely consists of 6, and never is written with five?"
What, Yet, Although, Then, Rarely, Never!!!
Source: Tumblr
HAHA WOW MAN.I took so long to get this!!!!!!! xD
guess i'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all
Sunday, June 5, 2011 || 12:35 AM
picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor
reaching for the phone cos i can't fight it anymore
and i wonder if i ever cross your mind
for me it happens all the time
-need you now, lady antebellum
ULP took some getting used to,but I'm starting to really enjoy it thanks to my awesome group mates and mentors (: It's only been two contact sessions and I have learned...a lot! :D I am so very blessed to have been granted this opportunity!!!
On the other slightly less blissful end,the pile of school homework I have is plain astounding x.x I think I'll focus on ULP until the proposal's finalized before I continue doing any of my homework though!
I've changed,from the timid 13-year-old who daren't order food over the counter to who I am now.I definitely still have a long,long way to go before I can manage to even remotely resemble the inspiring leaders I look up to so much,but I am progressing.And I'm proud of myself for that! :D
Haha oh dear I wonder what I would be like now if I hadn't decided to join Red Cross in Sec 1!